UGGHHHHH.

So apparently my CT scan was normal, meaning it's not another cyst (unless someone didn't look at the scan right) -- this also means there is still no idea as to what could be causing me this pain right now and that's the really shitty thing. I would like to know what it is, so I could treat whatever it is and get rid of it. And now I still don't know.

They also won't give me any painkillers cause they don't want to "mask any symptoms I might have" and the gastrointestinalalalalaal doctor they want me to go see has a fucking two week wait to get in. Oh, and they say, "If the pain gets worse then go to the emergency room."

You know what? I should've just fucking done that in the first place. Then I wouldn't have had to deal with all this shit. Waiting for the doctors and waiting for the CT scan and getting the appointment pushed back five damn days and missing work because I'm too busy writhing in pain on the couch at home. And I would've also had the good ginger ale barium not that berry smoothie grossass shit I had to chug down and hold down yesterday.

"You might have to wait a couple weeks to get an appointment but then if the symptoms go away you can just cancel it!"

OKAY RIGHT. Thanks for nothing.

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