your joy is my low

1.) I posted a story over at sevensatellites - it's an old one, one I only included in a fanmix sort of thing before. But it's Han Solo and Tenel Ka. AND NOT LIKE THAT lolol ohman.

2.) My body has still not caught up with this time change.

3.) What is a proper term for asscape? Waist cape? Skirt cape? Overskirt? I just... I need another name besides asscape, hahah~ ALTHOUGH I WILL ALWAYS CALL THEM ASSCAPES IN THE COMPANY OF YOU, MY LOVES. <3

4.) I need to write more. So much that it hurttttsssssss. Original and fanfiction. Anythinggggg.

5.) dksnfakndnafskd time change. :|

6.) I enjoy playing Gadell over at Under Zenith, even if he's a straight up oc with no ties to any universe. I miss him and his douchechillness.

7.) uhhhh, I thought there was going to be a seven but it left my head. I will make a new seven. And that seven is Bill Hader trying not to laugh as Stefon. <3



THAT'S BOOF. WITH NINE O'S.

SONYA TAYEH CHOREOGRAPHING EVAN, BRANDON AND ADE TO SHE WANTS REVENGE. I LOVE YOU SONYA. I LOVE YOU. THAT WAS SO AWESOME.

(The absolutely giddy fangirl look on her face afterwards was so adorable.)

And I may or may not have made that Caedus picture the wallpaper on my phone. And by may or may not, I definitely mean may.

Just woke up (couldn't get to sleep until 4:30). Mind is almost at ease now that bridal shower and curriculum review have passed. Need to do other things to get my mind off the rest. Need to do the following today.

1.) go to the store. brazilian soda (supposedly shoppers has it). some form of alcohol. dip for the millions of carrots we apparently have. chips. cookies. ramen.
2.) clean room. rearrange drawers.
3.) play grand theft auto 3. left 4 dead. rock band 2. fallout 3. having video game withdrawals.
4.) take a nap.
5.) update websites and all that jank on message boards.
6.) dance!
7.) clean the mother-effing basement.
8.) watch pulp fiction again for class.
9.) write something, dammit. ANYTHING. ideas anyone?
10.) persona fanmix wooooo!
11.) start on a dragon*con costume?

Was gonna go to the Cherry Blossom Festival but failed and woke up late and now it's crazy windy outside. I need to get stuff on this list done so I don't feel like a BEEG FAIL-YOUR LOL. Weekends don't usually go to waste with me. :|

I need to get my hair cut.

OKAY DONE WITH THE RANDOM I'M GOING TO DO SOMETHING NOW. XD

1.) Twin Peaks suddenly turned into SILENT HILL. It was kind of Silent Hill before but now it REALLY IS. We just watched the episode where they find the dead vagrant with the chess piece in his mouth. Also, the DVD menu music = SILENT HILL.

AND LOLOLOLOLOL LEO WHAT IS THIS?

2.) "The Letdown" by The White Tie Affair pretty much seems to be a song about a guy cheating on his girlfriend for one night and her finding out -- he sounds so earnest and sad about what he did but I don't feel bad for him at all and am like DAMN RIGHT BITCH when he sings, "If I was you I wouldn't take me back~" -- also, lol, he wants to be let down slowly. Asshat, you are the one who cheated, I will let you down as hard and angry as I want.

Even if the guy in the song is a tool, I still love this song. This album is very good. XD

3.) The campout in Persona 4. Yosuke hording bikinis on his person for Chie and Yukiko to wear, Kanji the badass pitching a bitch cause Yosuke is eating his animal crackers and he WANTED TO FIND THE PENGUIN, Yosuke and your main character almost fainting of gross when Chie and Yukiko presented them with curry featuring like every ingredient under the sun. LOVE.

4.) It is almost 2009? WHAT?

5.) In February, Andy/Akiva/Jorma (aka The Lonely Island) are releasing a cd called INCREDIBAD (these are the boys responsible for SNL's digital shorts) and on it, it will have -- wait for it -- "Dick In A Box", "Natalie Raps", "Lazy Sunday", "Ras Trent", "Jizz In My Pants" AND "SPACE OLYMPICS"~ YESSSSSSSSSSSSS.

There is also a song with T-Pain. But it'll never be as good as, "DOWN AT THE STRIP CLUB, SPENDING CASH. ONES AND FIVES AND EVEN TWOS!" or "I THROW A SILVER DOLLAR AND A LADY GETS HURT~" and of course, "ROBOT VOICE, ROBOT VOICE, ALL OF THE KIDS LOVE THE ROBOT VOICE."

(I DIDN'T KNOW THEY DID BLIZZARD MAN BEFORE THE EPISODE WITH TIM MCGRAW, HOLY CRAP. LOL Ludacris needs to come to the show more often.

HAHAAHAHAH, "THEN WE HANG OUT AND DO LOTS OF SEX WITH GIRLS~")

Oh Andy Samberg. <3

GONNA GO PLAY SOME PERSONA 4 FOR A LITTLE BIT. Heheheeh.

LOL LOVE IT~ <333333

The fact that Jacen is winking in the third panel like, "HEY BABE WANNA SEE MY LIGHTSABER?" And Tenel Ka's half-frown/half-WTF NOW? face.

I have lots of junk to ramble about but I am so out of it and need to go to sleep omg. SO I WILL CATCH UP ON EVERYTHING TOMORROW! ...if my internet stops acting up. :|

GREETINGS FRIDAY, I'M SO HAPPY YOU'RE HERE!

Now it's time to pass out.

LOL, 99% on my Sci-Fi Lit final exam. <3333333333 And yes, of course I did the essay on Star Wars. XD


I can't even begin to get into all the awesomeness on American Gladiators tonight. WHAT IS THIS EIGHT NEW GLADIATORS SHIT? OMG. <3 I WANT TO SEE THE OTHER ONES.


Doctor for foot tomorrow morning. I hate not being able to walk right. I'm a naturally super fast walker and I speed walk everywhere and to have to like... hobble down the hallway at work makes me so angry.


dskjafksd this song is so Caedus. XD

I can thank Allana for this icon. And Troy Denning.

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So, thank you very much. XD

I started putting junk on my fanfiction.net account I got in '03 and never did anything with. I hate if I find a typo in a story and I have to go through all that crap to fix it, but whatever. I am also really OCD and am putting all my crap in date order -- starting with the first fanfic I ever wrote up to the latest, all fandoms. So there's gonna be a whole lotta stuff in there. :o

Although, I'm not sure if I'll put the multi-chapter stories on there in date order, cause I'm too lazy to upload the collective 70 chapters of Simply Being Loved/Urbania's Void right now. Maybe one day. Hehe.


(AHAHA ALANA'S THEME FROM PERSONA JUST CAME ON MAH WINAMP. I am so grateful Allana is nothing like Alana cause omg. Band-aid ho!)

HERE ARE SOME RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME AND ABOUT ME + FANDOM. I am bored and taking a break from writing a story. So you get some weird crap. SORRY. Hehe.

-- If you read a recent past entry you will know that I have an acute fear of vomit/vomiting. I can't hear it, I can't watch it, I can't do it. On movies and fictional TV shows it skeeves me out, but I can deal with it because I know it's fake. If it's a reality show or someone near me, I flip out. I can't watch Jackass/Wildboyz anymore because of this, because it is ALL STEVE-O DOES ANYMORE. D:

-- I kind of like the smell of paint and gas. Sitting at a gas station is bad because I will just be like, *SNORT*... I know, this is why I am the way I am. -_-

-- When I was in 8th grade, I watched WCW Wrestling. I wore NWO shirts to school and even went to the MCI Center to watch one of the Pay-Per-View big dealios. I had a lot of guy friends in Middle School, thanks to that. (Kidman & Big Sexy & Sting = love.)

-- I hate people. I really hate being around lots of people. Haaaate. But for some reason Disney World and Dragon*Con don't count.

-- I had a best friend named Heather in Elementary School. In second grade, we had the same Keds, the same pair of overalls and the same purple Beauty and the Beast lunchbox. We were the shit.

-- If I could live in any fictional city, it would be Midgar from Final Fantasy VII. Why? Because it is futuristic and sleazy. Other top choices. Lunarvale, Persona; Michaelangelo City, Galerians; Omikron (on Phaenon), Omikron: the Nomad Soul; the Los Angeles of 2019 as seen in Bladerunner, anywhere on Coruscant, Star Warzzzz -- and of course, Silent Hill.

-- If it wasn't for my stepbrother, Josh, who was sitting in the living room once when I was over at Dad's, playing Final Fantasy VII -- and going, "HEATHER, HEATHER, COME HERE THIS BITCH IN PINK DIES. YOU WILL LOVE IT BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL HATE HER." -- I would've never started playing video games like I do now.

-- I am depressed by the fact that I won't live to see the future -- cause I want to live in a place like in Bladerunner or Coruscant. It would be badass. Yay horribly urban and crazy high sprawl!

-- My first cosplay costume was Eriko Kirishima (Ellen) from Persona 2: Eternal Punishment. It was made in about two days before Katsucon 2001 and it was basically modified clearance clothes from Kohl's and a wig from a Sting-Wrestling makeup kit. XD I am still in love with cosplaying, even though my skills grow very, very slowly. Hehehehehe.

-- My first crushes were Bart Simpson (The Simpsons) and Raphael (TMNT). Later fictional crushes include Sirrus (Myst), Vincent Valentine (Final Fantasy VII) and Zell Dincht (Final Fantasy VIII). My favorite Sailor scout was Sailor Mars. I don't know what it is, I have a thing for the color red. Maybe this is why I am liking Darth Caedus so much. Yay favorite color phallic symbols! D:

-- If I am listening to a certain cd while I'm reading a book, they will be burned in my mind together FOREVER. Like Razorblade Suitcase by Bush is Myst: the Book of Atrus' soundtrack pretty much. And Becoming X by Sneaker Pimps goes hand in hand with Myst: the Book of D'ni. I can't hear "How Do" without crying my eyes out, thanks death of a major character. :(

-- The best soundtracks to game series go to Silent Hill (Akira Yamaoka) and Myst (Robyn Miller [Myst, Riven]/ Jack Wall [Myst III: Exile, Myst IV: Revelation] / Tim Larkin [URU, Myst V: End of Ages]) --- besides fitting said games amazingly, they are some of the best pieces of musical work in general. I could not live without these soundtracks.

-- Sometimes things in games really get to me. Poo on the whole "they aren't art" bullshit. The beginning of Dead Rising leaves a horrible pit in my stomach (the guy on the car, the woman jumping/getting pushed off the building -- all while I'm TAKING PICTURES OF IT) and makes me nervous and on edge when the game starts. I find myself wanting to get a discount on family therapy for Atrus' family by the time Myst IV: Revelation is over. I shed a tear or ten at Silent Hill 2. I do victory dances after boss fights. VIDEO GAMES ARE SRSBIDNESS. And they are art.

For real, how can stories alone and music alone and images alone and movies alone be art when something that is basically ALL OF THOSE THINGS COMBINED IS NOT? I REST MY CASE. [/phoenix]


And now I will get back to writing. Hehe.

LOOK OUT. DARTH CAEDY HAS HIS STINK EYE ON YOU. YOU'LL BE D-E-D IN SEVEN DAYS! WAIT, HE HAS TO POST ON HIS MYSPACE ABOUT HIS HORRIBLE DAY AT THE MALL FIRST. ZEKK LEFT HIM TO HANG OUT WITH KYP TO PLAY SOME DDR AND CAEDY WAS A SAD PANDA BECAUSE HE HAS NO RHYTHM AND CANNOT DANCE LIKE THE OTHER BOYS. ;-;

HE ENDED UP HAVING TO HANG OUT WITH TOASTY!RAYNAR. Aaaaand that's never fun cause Raynar is not as hot as he used to be, therefore Caedy has no eye candy to occupy himself with. I'm sure he posted about that on his myspace too.

You can bet if I could draw, I would draw emo pictures of him like he was holding the camera at himself to take pictures looking wangsty and AWESOME-SAUCE -- you know, like these from Dragon*Con 2006 (see introduction/profile shots).

Best session in the random phone room at the Hyatt EVER.

Yeah, this is the point at night where I realize I need to go to sleep.