Buhhhhhh.

I really, really, really want to thank everyone who took the time to comment on the last entry. <3 It really means a lot to have support like that with all this stuff going on. Everything sort of went on hold for the last week or so and I'm hoping I have the coherency to get back into it all now.

It's really weird to just have Maeby wandering around the house and she's been spending a lot more time near me now (she is usually all over Mom 24/7). We were discussing this and we possibly think maybe (lol Maeby) that either Maeby could've been jealous and catty (haha again) about Thing (since Thing was usually all over me and attached to my side especially when I would be on the couch) or she knows something is wrong and I haven't been my usual self so she's trying to make me feel better. Which, if so... aw.

I also found Thing's little red mouse by my bedroom door. I saw it and actually started chuckling a bit. For real, this thing was like the size of her head and she chewed it so much that she basically tore the ass off of it. There's white stuffing coming from its backside and she used to bring it to my closed door at night and yowl her head off until I opened the door, thanked her for her "kill" and let her in to sleep. The meows sounded very funny when she had the mouse in her mouth. I would wake up and think there was some crazy person yodeling outside until I looked at the door and realized the YOOOOWWWWFFFYOOOWWFFFFF was coming from her outside my room. With a mouse toy that was pooing stuffing.

Overall, I'm extremely happy Thing lived a long life but I will always miss her not just cause she was a family pet but because she was such a super sweet cat. Most pleasant and chill cat ever. <3

Alright, attempting to get back into some form of Heather-normalcy. Let's see how this goes. FOCUSSSSS.