your joy is my low

So now along with the cat bills that are still on my credit card (significantly lower than a couple months ago, but still there), now my car is being a punk and I have to get at least $700 worth of work done on that. More if certain parts don't cooperate while they're fixing it. So I have a feeling that once I get back from D*C I will be making lots of stuff (more than usual) for the shop of doom and putting lots of junk on ebay.

I DO NOT LIKE BEING IN CREDIT CARD DEBT. :|

Aaaaaaand I might or might not have started work on a Zekk fanmix. It's somewhere between The Everafter and HEY! A Jacen Solo Musical. Meaning I'm not getting all serious and going for passages and quotes and stuff, but I'm also not making it as cracktastical as the latter. But it's very angry and dirty so far. Also, it's not full of lameass "OH JAINA I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU" songs. Cause that's not worth his time.

Also, it's been months since the book came out so I can say it quite openly now: Jacen Solo is dead and Zekk is missing. Thanks Legacy of the Force finale for getting rid of my two favorite Star Wars males and rendering my favorite female absolutely worthless. :| And thanks LotF for bringing back Bore-ba Fett and Admiral Dulla. The GFFA just got so much more awesome. :| x infinity.

If Zekk winds up dead (which we better damnshidafjshjd find out his fate in the MF book or I will stab something and possibly someone. Or multiple someones) then him and Jacen can have Force Ghost Make Out Sessions.

... with Anakin. And Ganner.

... yeah, I said it. (Did you expect anything different from me? Really?)

Kyp Durron will feel left out. QUICK, SOMEONE KILL HIM TOO. And since Tenel Ka is worthless now since Jacen is gone and the Crap Sol-Ho Parental Units have Allana, I'm pretty sure she will be assassinated in the near future FOR MUCH DRAMATIC EFFECT OH NO ALLANA HOWEVER WILL YOU COPE YOU STRONG, STRONG LITTLE SOLO CHILD. D:

So Tenel Ka can join the FGMOS too. (Force ghost Jacen/Tenel Ka/Zekk = ot3? ... FG Ganner/Jacen = OTP? ...FG Anakin/Zekk = OTP? FG TENEL KA/LUSA = OTP? TENEL KA/MARA = OTP? ... FG JACEN/MACE = OTP??????? THEIR NAME TOGETHER WOULD BE JACE. OR MACEN. XDDDDDDD

MACEN. YESSSSSSSS.)

Haha, I am quickly losing interest in the Star Wars characters still living. Let's see. Tenel Ka, Zekk, Kyp and Kyle Katarn. And I guess Allana, even though she's being brought up by BEST 'RENTS EVAR and therefore will turn into an obnoxious self-entitled twit just like the rest of them. So yeah. We'll go with four characters. Oh wait, Taryn and Trista even though they will never, ever be heard from again. SO YEAH. FOUR.

No no, I'm not salty about this still. No way. :|, again.

(Jerell making fun of Kenley's laugh was so much win tonight -- "CAH CAH CAH CAH CAAAAAH~" ROFL. <3333333)

I forgot to ask DID ANYONE WATCH PROJECT RUNWAY?

DID ANYONE ELSE WANT TO SLAP THE SHIT OUT OF BLAYNE? If I heard him say GIRLICIOUS one more time and gush about his Playboy Bunny Mesh Diaper thing, I was going to kdfsajl;fkjaksdjfak sdjf SMACK A HO.

Alright, so the first part of the Z/TK/DC(/J) story is up at caineslayer. And it will continue to be there. I might forget to put warnings here that new parts are up because I lose, so you can friend it if you'd like, it doesn't bite. Cause it's me, and I don't bite, unless you ask nicely -- and you don't have cooties. D:

Also, smack on the wrist for making a happy and light side Obi-Wan line all evil. SORRY. IT WAS TOO PERFECT TO PASS UP.

So they've already announced the new contestants for the next Survivor season (yay for James returning -- don't make any more dumb moves!) and some of the new guys are adorkable. Erik, the ice-cream man who works in Hell, Michigan and Jason, who is hot in denim manpris. Jeff Probst says Jason has a man-crush on Ozzy. I'm not sure if he's serious or if it's just an admiring kind of crush, but either way Manpri boy is sexcellent.

And I'm sorry, but Christian on Project Runway is such a bitch, but he is so hilarious and I love him for it. It's like he doesn't give a damn what he says, when he says it or who he's saying it to. I'm also in love with Chris. Personality-wise, I think these two are some of my favorites from the show ever -- next to Nick Verreos (2), Mychael Knight (3 - who changed the spelling of his first name, wth XD), Daniel Vosovic (2), Austin Scarlett (1) and Jay McCarroll (1). And dammit, I hate to say it, but Santino Rice (2). DAMN YOU, SANTINO.

At least he was a likeable and amusing bitch though, unlike Jeffery "Neck-a-Sketch" Sebelia who just sucked all over the place. Yes, still bitter that he won. Still bitter that Chloe "80's Prom Dress Couch Fabric Collection" Dao won Season 2 as well. At least Kara "The Shoe Bitch" Saun and Wendy "Just Plain Bitch" Pepper didn't win Season 1.

WIGS. I don't know where to start looking for a Zekk wig -- anyone have any good sites? D: I was also possibly thinking about getting a wig I could use for Tenel Ka cause I need to stop dying my hair. Although putting braids in wigs isn't fun. IDEAS? ;-;

Pam Mother-Effing Grier. CLASSIC.

Now I sit patiently and wait for tomorrow night. XD

I would be very bitter if suddenly he tanked and got kicked off, but I can't see that happening with the brilliance he's been pulling out of nowhere since the first episode HELLO WUT.

TIM AND ANDRAE AND SANTINO AT RED LOBSTER. No seriously, they went. And they took pictures. And I died. XD


I swear there will be a real post here one day. MUAH~

I'm so proud of him. <3

Anyways, I'm gonna be out of town from tomorrow morning until Monday night. I'm gonna be in Texas (omg Jasabear -- AND HE WATCHED ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT THE OTHER NIGHT... AND LIKED IT). And I haven't gotten a chance to talk to a bunch of you before I'll be leaving. So much love to you hohos and omg Erin and Ronnie and Amanda and Brittie and everyone else who is going and stuff -- have fun at Katsucon and plz plz plz take lots of pictures. <333

(I EXPECT TO SEE THOSE BOOTS, URN.)

So yeah, you know me. I need to go finish packing and stuff since I ALWAYS WAIT TILL THE LAST MINUTE WITH EVERYTHING. HAY.

Me equalz loooooseeerrrrrrr~

And I'M TOTALLY OUT OF IT.

Bye kidssssss~! <333

Because I actually loved Santino last night. He killed me with, "ANDRAE, WHAT HAPPENED TO ANDRAE~" And his Tim Gunn + Andrae at Red Lobster.

I DIED. <3

omg. plz tell me someone watched Project Runway last night, PLEASE.

(AND GO DANIEL V.~~ he's so adorable. XD)