your joy is my low

This is from an entry in January 2008. I don't... I don't even know. XD

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I think the whole reason there's mad 80's tracks on there is cause, in my head, if Zekk was real here on Earth, he would be one of those emo kids who isn't really emo but everyone thinks he is and he really likes to spend all his time dancing in his basement to mentioned 80's music, playing Halo online and kicking Rock Band's ass up and down the block. On the vocals sometimes and on bass the other times. He would wear hoodies all the time too. Earth!Zekk, fo' realz.

(Jacen -- nerd in the back of your class that it totally isn't cool to have a crush on but you think you do. Plays calculator games. Sometimes goes to Zekk's house for video game time. They get drunk together while playing said games, except it's off like... six cases of Mike's Hard Lemonade. Is a whore for World of Warcraft. Has a pet tarantula. Listens to some of Zekk's 80's music, but is mostly into foreign techno and old-school funk. And has a livejournal where he writes angry rants on politics and why he should run the world.

Zekk and Jacen are secretly BFF and they love playing DDR together.

One time Zekk took Jacen to the goth club in the city and

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Also, this video never gets old: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sH_8KYUNnLs

Caleb Ross talking about his sore wrist so cute.

AND THERE HASN'T BEEN A KEVIN ZEGERS IS HOT UPDATE IN AWHILE. NOW WHAT IS HE--

dadsfafsd, ddaefadrtre, gftshygh i'm spent. the glasses and the pout from the new movie have killed me of darling.

BEEEEDTIME.

So it's a little more than three paragraphs and pretty much only makes sense if you know what happens in the LotF series, but wow. I am suddenly a fan of writing Zekk and Tenel Ka like nasty masterminds. Also, the mental image of them lounging around in the gardens is just hot. I don't know what it is. I think it's all the green mixed with all that black/gray/copper. And touchy-feely Zekk. D:


( Especially those two selfish twin children of Han and Leia. )

THE SANDLOT IS ON. <3 "FOREVER. FOREVER. FOOOORRREEEVVVEEERRR."

Writing the z/tk/dc story, I have found that Allana is acting very much like a creepy girl you would find in a horror movie or something. *shudder* THANKS CAEDUS, NOW YOU'VE MADE YOUR DAUGHTER SCARE ZEKK. GO HUMP SEX UP MOLEST HUG HIM AND MAKE HIM FEEL BETTER.

Hug was so difficult to type there. It was hard. That's what she said. D:

I was working on a "special" Jacen fanmix earlier -- and it's one I really want to get done because it is awesome effed enough to feature the Backstreet Boys, Boston, Aerosmith, Cobra Starship, A Flock of Seagulls, Prince, George Michael and Gnarls Barkley, among others. I need the energy to go work on it again, but I think it is about bedtime. :(

Randomness ahoy! AHAHAH the best thing ever would be Jacen and Jaina fighting at the end of LotF -- and Jacen is such a bitch that it drives Jaina effing crazy and then she goes dark too and the two of them become this horribly awesome and powerful Sith tag-team duo galavanting across the galaxy and wreaking havoc everywhere.

I mean, they're always looking for new adventures for the BIG THREE, amirite [since they will NEVAR DIE]? IMAGINE THE WANGST. It would also drive me absolutely giddy to see Jacen + Jaina vs. Kyp + Zekk + Jag + Tenel Ka + Tahiri + etc. And Anakin's Force ghost is like, "WTF IS THIS SHIT? I MISS OUT ON ALL THE GOOD STUFF."

Zekk would kill himself out of the CRAPPINESS OF IT ALL. "OMG SOLOS YOU GUYZ ARE SO WRONG WAIIIII." Then he would post about it on his myspace and LJ and listen to some emo music. Emo 80's music. After he was dead.

And my effing foot is asleep. D:

(Also, if Han lived on Earth, his car would be named the Falcon, of course. It would be a beater, but an awesome beater. And his nickname for it would be the B.A.M.F. -- this would embarass his three children all the time. That's it. This needs to turn into a fanfiction. THANKS VALVAL~ XDDDDD)

It's the first time I can actually kind of read stuff on the computer. I went to get my eyes checked for the whole headache/stomachache thing (cause the doctor recommended it on Monday) and my eyes are fine. So that's not what's causing this whole mess. D: But my pupils have been dilated since like yesterday night. Woo! I'M LOOKING CRAZY.

(maybe i should call the doctor and find out why they're not back to normal yet D:)

Okay, so you know whenever I write, I have to make a soundtrack in my head to go along with the story. I've always done it. And the Z/TK/DC story is no different now. Except the soundtrack is turning into this like... 80's dance rock sex romp. Cause when you put Private, The Fixx and Blaqk Audio on a soundtrack - nothing can go wrong. Oh god, except Blake Lewis is on there too. Yes. Yes, he is.

I will freely admit it. I totally bought his cd a little while ago because I just did and he is like part of the amazing 80's revival happening. Some of the songs are the sappy kind of Blake-Idol songs you would expect, while there are some standout tracks that I can't help but dance to. So yes, I BOUGHT THE BLAKE LEWIS CD AND I LIKE IT. Phew, now that the dirty little secret is out.

I think the whole reason there's mad 80's tracks on there is cause, in my head, if Zekk was real here on Earth, he would be one of those emo kids who isn't really emo but everyone thinks he is and he really likes to spend all his time dancing in his basement to mentioned 80's music, playing Halo online and kicking Rock Band's ass up and down the block. On the vocals sometimes and on bass the other times. He would wear hoodies all the time too. Earth!Zekk, fo' realz.

(Jacen -- nerd in the back of your class that it totally isn't cool to have a crush on but you think you do. Plays calculator games. Sometimes goes to Zekk's house for video game time. They get drunk together while playing said games, except it's off like... six cases of Mike's Hard Lemonade. Is a whore for World of Warcraft. Has a pet tarantula. Listens to some of Zekk's 80's music, but is mostly into foreign techno and old-school funk. And has a livejournal where he writes angry rants on politics and why he should run the world.

Zekk and Jacen are secretly BFF and they love playing DDR together.

One time Zekk took Jacen to the goth club in the city and

...)

I'm spent. XD

I made a z/tk/dc icon for the crackfic of doom. I think I'll start posting it this week, because I am in a crack kind of mood.

20 days till Duma Key. I am getting impatient. But I am passing the time by reading Blaze, because Richard Bachman is just as much love as Stephen King, for obvious reasons. Hehe.

Also, have I mentioned Kevin Zegers is hot lately? Cause I think it's time for an update on that front, yes.

That's all I got. D:

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EDIT: Also, I do not remember the exact ages/exact # of years in the LotF series. Anyone know how old Allana/Tenel Ka/Zekk would be at the End of It All?

LOL what the eff. So SW.com/Homing Beacon emails are doing their big "DATABANK 100" -- as in, which articles on the STARWARS.COM Info Databank get the most hits and junk. And here's what they say for #33.

33. Jacen Solo. He's come a long way down from a likable tree-hugging jokester in the young reader books. Jacen, or Darth Caedus, has been stirring Sith up as a Jerk Lord-you-love-to-hate in the Legacy of the Force books.

Yes, that's all well and awesome, but do you think you could at least update the damn entry to reflect what you're saying? The last thing Jacen has done according to this article is:

"He returned to the dwindling New Republic territories, haggard, thin and hardened. He was given a much needed vacation, but returned to frontline combat aboard the cruiser Ralroost. As the newly formed Galactic Alliance emerged, Jacen accompanied his uncle Luke Skywalker into the Unknown Regions to seek a solution to the Yuuzhan Vong menace."

HI, THAT WAS LIKE A DECADE AGO. D: Also, Mace Windu is #34 and Han Solo is only #27? And the blatantly calling Jacen a jerk and calling him out on stirring shit sorry, Sith up, hahahahaha. Whose fault is that OFFICIAL STAR WARS PUBLISHING. ELL-OH-ELL, WUT.

Ahahahahahaa, I love how this Z/TK/DC story is turning into a Z/TK, T/DC, Z/DC, TK/J/DC, effing everything story and Zekk is talking to DEAD BODIES and drunk!TK. :o Zekk and Allana also make the greatest mean dream-team ever. Hahaha suitors, look out below.

SPEAKING OF AHAHAHA (and Zekk Caleb Ross). I was cleaning crap out of these drawers I have in my basement and I found my old Tribe blooper videos. I forgot how horribly awesome these were. Caleb Ross = total love. I was always a Ram-fan. But I think Lex might've actually been my favorite. Lex always pwned every other character he was in scenes with -- probably because of his bitchy attitude, pretty makeup and the accent he wasn't told to hide. SORRY OTHER MALLRATS, ETC. And he makes very good with the leering. All the time.

Also, when Lex kept Ram tied up in a hotel room, hello. and sammy the kid getting drunk LOL!!!11

I have to link this youtube video again too, from this old entry. Because they are such boys.

Nick (Pride! the stupid hippie!) pokes Caleb (Lex! The manwhore!) about an injury. Right, it was your bike's fault. :P

I feel a Caleb!picspam coming on. HOW UNFORTUNATE. D:

(This one I linked last time too -- 1:37 to 2:15 -- Sorry, Caleb and Dwayne just need to make out. Caleb mugging to the camera at 1:57 = LOVE.)

EDIT: HAHAH BIRDS OF DRAGONCON. CALEB AND TAPS RIGHT ON THE FIRST PAGE. XD